Blog Challenge(35/365) - Still in school
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If my children aim of becoming a Doctor; I will leave them in a park to live their life, for it’s going to be very hard for me to see my child live the zombie sleepless life I did! The third decade of my life is almost wrapping up and I am still in school. My friends are popping kids, buying houses and pets and here I am; with books in hand, marching toward my 2nd Master’s degree. I have no fucking clue, why did I think this could be a good idea? Grad school has the potential to take you to the land; where Barbie is old, Channing Tatum’s butt is not spoken about and even the Kardashians have a real purpose in life. Dissertation, research papers will your suck your blood. Mid-terms and team work hoo hoo hoo, better luck getting through them. My friend, you have entered the life of outstanding Starbucks bills, pulverizing poverty, modest alcoholism and self-doubt. Today, two semesters away from graduation, I feel the deep need to continue the process of avoiding life, imaginations crushed to dust and accept that I am coping with a compulsive neurotic syndrome. I wish I would have just followed my other dreams and not this one!!